I love Erin's challenge at the Bright Owl this week. Draw your favorite tangles - the ones that make you feel like an artist. I have always known I was an artist. At least deep down, buried under loads of self-confidence problems, I was certain I was one. I remember in high school, walking by the art room, peering in and being mesmerized by the fascinating things they were doing. But I was afraid to sign up for an art class. I wouldn't be good enough. I read books about art and techniques. I spent hours with my sketch pads, but I would not acknowledge what a passion art was within me. I shared projects with people at school and basked in their approval. Then a few years ago the principal called me in and asked if I would become the art teacher at the new school they were opening. Whew. My first response was "no, I can't". I protested I had never had an art class. He just sat there and listened to me and when I finally allowed him a chance to speak, he said "but you are what I want." Within me a tiny spark of artistic confidence began to grow. For four of the best years of my career, I got to teach art and I had a blast. I would go back to doing that in a heartbeat - but county finances won't allow for "unnecessary" classes.
Then I discovered blogging and zentangle. Oh what a joy that has become. I feel I am part of an art community. I remember the first comment I got - about a year ago - I happy danced all over the den!! A "real" art person saw value in my work! I was shocked. Particularly when I went to her blog and saw her stunning work. My self confidence has steadily grown. I am grateful to zentangle for that. I am thankful for every person who takes time to stop by and look. Now on to the actual art work.
This week I am have all 3 of my challenges on one post. School is pretty busy so combining is easier. I love the entry I did for Bright Owl. I guess it is just because I love brown tones. I used some of my favorites - nzeppel (I used to hate this tangle), crescent moon, and one of my absolute favorites -pea nuckle.
Diva wanted us to play around with Margaret Bremner's tangle - Dansk. I like this one, but I am not sure if I have captured the idea of it. Guess I keep working. For my string I used a very large Arabel and then filled it in with other tangles. I love arabel. It has become a big favorite of mine.
This inchie was tough! The word of the week was "ruin". I struggled to come up with a unique idea. Finally my first thought seemed to be the best - "the road to
ruin". Ah well.
The Blog Friendship Cup will be leaving my house early next week to go to a new home!! Yahoo! It will travel to Amy in TN (from Cathy in TN, isn't that neat?!) We have sent a few emails back and forth and I really do feel like I have made a new friend. We both are teachers and tanglers! This was such a great experience. Head over to her site in a bit and see how she is going to find it a new home. You just might get to "play".
Guess I better head out now. I have a ton of things to do. The weather is finally pretty - for a while - a certain pooch is wondering why we are not throwing a frisbee, football, soccer ball, anything for him to catch! Can't believe Lakota will be four years old on Friday. Oh my. Time flies.